stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pouring,

everyone and everthing scares me now. i don't even feel joyous that the holidays started. i just read 2 blogs, it didn't help any much. those were jj's hao3 jie4 shao4, must reads!
it sucks to know somebody misunderstood you.
i'm totally glad that i've finally found a new apartment to stay in thanks to yuhuajj kiatgg if i stay any longer in this house i'd prolly die 67 years earlier. it's a better alternative i can finally concentrate on my studies and running but of course.

not bad+quite good=not good, quite good+not bad=quite bad, sth that yingying (my super duper ultra to the mxm l-a-m-e table partner.
6 days before i say goodbye to fifteen.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Half the lies they tell about me aren't true.

i'm confused,
i just wanna be safe.