(maybe) we're both afraid of the words we both havn't said

on.

this's bestest birthday bash everrr! to recall: last year's was exactly at sunny hot hot hot sentosa, how happening! of course with carroty carrots and irontwelve HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS but this year's was madness i was rushing all over the world like Katherine Heigl in 27dresses!

in short, (jiaxu 4h non-stop! training breakfast a07 newyorknewyork live band ad1 restless han khym stanley barbeque) you get the picture. HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS! not forgetting team hc these sweethearts (or idiots KIDDING) lied to me that there was training and made me go from queensway to college to ccab back to college again for SURPRISE SURPRISE with monster havaianas that glows in the dark how cute is that!??? spent a lazy afternoon playing animal chess and absolutely nothing productive at all

anyway anyway anyway lumpy emain+lumpier louisa+lumpiest me (how totally untrue) ran the golden mile race on the 1st day of my happy 17! tackkk not exactly the most pipped up day but i just can't put to words the amount of joy i had pounding running with coach pandian DADDY PAPA PAPA PAPA the sports school athletes were really friendly+funny hence i really enjoy wholeheartedly running training racing with them C: but sigh sometimes i really wonder how would things turn outta be like if i had accepted the offer

then was the click!5 concert! I SWEAR BEN ROMANS DID I LOVE YOU TO ME cos ningxin and we were the only maddies hipping around (our wing's rather...dead) but ningxin was kinda lost in her own click5 world/in another click5 dimension she has pretty not much recovered yet ethan kyle joey joe ben ethan kyle ethan kyle kyle ethannn!!!

teeth cleaning training breakfast training lazy long bus rides training lunch training homeworking training red bull training shower training snooze did i mention training!???
i'm feeling nuah. and crispy (i'll miss you so bad)

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