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Here i am pretending to be studious like for the 7th time of this week.
Truth is: i was scribbling in autographs when i realised i didn't know how to spell otolarynogologist

and my ankle's sore from that kids size pair of skates shoes
and i've finished 2 sets of a math
and i've been bewildered by nora roberts and is almost on the verge of worshipping her like Farhanah does
and i hate being couped home
and i need to talk to someone to keep my sanity

End of excuses, it's back to sit on my desk, cup my hands on my cheeks and read a line of ants. :D

Labels: i want our love to rekindle and burn.

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Maryjane
i didn't cry the day you moved away, i didn't think that i could feel this pain.
until i saw the stranger that was you, whatever happened to our innocence?
& the something that you said about being friends.
tell me how, help me say the words out loud.

could it be that nothing's gonna change,
cause time has got a way of taking back everything you thought you had.
can you see the girl you used to be? the one i lost when i let go of you?
oh whatever happened to maryjane.

i need to wake up from this state of mind, the situation is the same kind.
i gotta get your memory out of my head.
would you catch me if i had to fall? would you even find the time for that all?

cause time had taken back everything i thought we had.

The reason why
yesterday i waited for you friends to walk away, so i could say just what i mean.
i know we're moving fast, we're running from the past.
i'm holding on before it fades away.

could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
& baby that's alright.
it's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight.
there's a reason why they say that we should give it time, but time is not enough, & that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love.

standing still, i'm waiting round to see if this is real, because i feel like i'm asleep.
i opened my eyes, cause you might be the type of girl that makes me dream when i'm awake.

so tell me can this really work? or will we end up getting hurt?
is this love or myth?
so tell me are you ready for this?
there's so much more that we can see, more than you, more than me, it takes two to believe.

Labels: plastic dolls.

You're a falling star, you're the getaway car.
You're the line in the sand when i go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

here i am, playing the pretend to be studious game. unfocused as i am and apart from the fact that supposedly ambrosial school library has banned all seniority from borrowing novels, this woefully is my only getway (yes, i talk more to my room walls than any human). they say the net's a drag, i can't agree more.

"You haven't been smelling the roses, have you?"

some have been marked by fate to overcome humble beginnings and succeed in this competitive world, some not. i prefer not belonging to the latter. recent events clearly demonstrates the meaning of every man for herself, elbowing around and to hell with table manners. all these dawn upon my realisation that now's the very vulnerable time to garner up every tinge of strength, and learn to stand on your own.

Labels: all to win a smile from you.

my fav cherry blossom swatch i'm cominggg to get you!

my veracious instincts tell me that the world'll prolly be a better place without the presence of examinations. i foresee a better earth people, world peace. apart from receiving back papers, post exams ain't that hard to get by after all!

friday finally met the fours amanda fann karen joanna emily jade ningxin janice chuanmin me lirui kahlok hendy abel jingjie busted je squeezed into a mini neoprint machine while gay constantly sent laughters with his imitation of that pervertic mocca ad guy who was trying to sell his apartment (the kitchen's over there, the bedroom's over there, this is my bathroom with matching pipes) usual group played ball & our encounter with a bunch of lians and bengs. hunger pangs brought us to power nasi lemak which i shall not go on to elaborate how the aroma of the crispy chicken wings revealed that cannibal side of me feelng crasy we loitered around the playground till the first train started we saw a transsexual of whom we suspect is a pontianak & triggered off a series of ghost story sharing more of a calm hendy woonshin & i looking at xina xianghui jiayi cuddling together session saturday sunday at aunts studying monday best time out with the best shopping partner alive jiaxu let the picture say it all tuesday evan almighty with coach supper with ultra cool drums teacher junwei wow life is good i've found my second supper khaki apart from yeowlin 8) wednesday high school musical 2 a second time with athletes (3

don't take too long to say
i love you to the ones you love
cos time has a habit of slipping away

& the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
just stay a little while & hear me say
that i want you here tonight
& I need you by my side for just
one more moment with you

Labels: she's a barbie doll real good looking but no heart at all

Accidentally in love.
What a week!

Poppy Neo conveniently crashed my study plan with a 'hey high school muscial 2's on-line!' call on a fine monday night :( however, all thanks to history boys & Lirui who planned an intensive physics study man & forcing me to follow, i am done! :) to add on, Farhanah Fiona & i got LINKIN PARK CONCERT TICKETS! Giggles the concert's just a day away from my last paper! I hope Mike Shinoda & Rob Bourdon will throw their shirts & drum sticks off stage BAHAHAHAHA!
Like a routine we met up for basketball & our new love: badminton! now i'm suffering from head concussions & a hand sprain!

Labels: it's back to track training baby.

Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you,
Why can't i speak whenever i talk about you.
(a D & i song but not anymore!)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FARHANAH!:)
Celebrated her stepping stone to 16 at Swensons & pool i congratulate myself for the tremendous improvement since the last game, Jiayi's the best partner alive lucky boy! Kiat gg & Yuhua jj returns from Holland!

2 movies & a documentary worth watching:
1. The boy who can't stop running is simply astounding. Apart from striking my extremely guilty binge on mee pok salmon & mushroom pasta banana split double chocolate fondue chocolate chip cake and less intensive runnings (yes i'm a highly motivated individual) he's actually one of the v few people that i look up to in awe and admiration. Respect for a 4-year-old who says: i want to continue running, i will run at all costs. i am proud to be an athlete!
2. Hairspray, for Zac Efron fans (like yours truly) who want to watch a non-high-school-musical without the presence of worse rival VanessaHudgensHagandazWhateverIreallyhateyou :U for sadistic people like the 2 guys beside me who gawks at every scene with drag John Travolta too!
3. 13 going on 30 says there is always a way for redemption after mistakes. Jennifer Garner is the love!
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL'S ON-LINE ZAC EFRON I LOVE YOUUU!

Teachers' day is like Christmas, for the teachers that is -_-

While gratitude is a must, it's inevitable to feel sourly sore seeing all the notes getting confiscated in that dark skanky cash box, bye-bye 50 dollars for the greater good! (especially when it is for mr lim!:D) A trip back to Radin Mas has flowed uncountable nostalgic memories of lasts. It is exceptionally heartwarming to wave goodbye to the lil kiddos in exchange for blissful smiles on those lil sunshines, never fails to make elderly like us want a reverse back to 7!:*D
Visitd Mrs Goh's homey sweet lil homey at Changi oh gosh i love her victorian styled furniture her house is so her & baby lil Jasher officially has 34 more brothers & sisters! I LOVE CUTE LIL BABIES BAHAHA.

Oh well, it seems like such fun,
until you lose what you had won.
The fear of accepting, the fear of losing, the fear of having. To've said those words, to've made you lost the heart you once had :( the heart that i'll never have. For redemption, now i pay the price.

Labels: (3 wongs all those memories we shared.