(maybe) we're both afraid of the words we both havn't said

on.

sixteen years of living just to realise i'm on the wrong side of the civilisation,

lunch with amanda piang banana hiong janice moo jasmine the ultimate bimbo kexin yes kl jj lr has certainly perked me up quite abit8-D

friday started off with eng chi, with zj jocelyn natallie pq surrounding me, i need more than luck to survive throughout
being really stubborn it's hard to kick my habit to attack the one word essay immediately i got the scripts. i started at the topic: w a l l s
blink once blink twice
natallie's definately gonna write about prison break farhanah confirm writing cracking some really chim story prolly involving some huga shuga lost in civilisation people poppy's gaurantee writing about some marian wilson

after which we went to look for mr lim, now i understand what they mean by big shot: looking for him is like far worst than looking for a roll of toilet paper (bg: school hides all the toilet rolls and expects us to hunt for em)
he went into the staffroom to get our scripts, so we waited patiently outside
1m, 1Om, 2Om
he's totally forgotten about us!8---(

zj shiyan zixi and i rushed over to queensway to meet fiona kong val for some history. we ended up gossiping like hell-:D

coachp let us tried hurdles long jump tripple jump and we were sharing the long jump pit with this darn hot indian guy actually i'm not really sure if he indian cos he was speaking some lang which sounded like spanish but ay he's the second indian guy of whom i think is hot after coachp!

turn to p49 of s3upperseconday socials and look at fig4 for this really chio sinhalese i'm so upset pleaze why ain't i born in sri lanka then i can be as pretty as em!
nvm i'm half indo and damn proud of it
oh and watch 2OO pounds beauty!XD

i'm sad, like really sad can
jj just told me there's no purpose for (b) (c) and i wrote purpose for both! i'm gng to suicide if i don't get my distincts for humanities:O

i love taking 176
cos i'll be pretending that i'm sleeping really unglamourously but i'm actually running a bundle of thoughts through my brains
i'm turning 16 in 32days and certainly not looking forward to it.
it's like one year closer to dying, i wanna be 15 forever!
it's depressing i hate looking at those disgusting young girlies in school=8(

1. dsa to hc athletics, humanities prog
2. an osim treadmill
3. a pet kitten puppy snake cockroach dolphins whatever all accpeted, whoa i sound like spca

i'm growing a tiger tooth ouch it hurts,
32 bananas thrown at me

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Love is being stupid together.

a backview,
another 5 long days back to you.

Labels: CC0033 and i feel gay

as the struggle for survival takes it's own definition we often ask what do we live for,

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everyone watch 2OO pounds beauty please it's like the best movie made in the century i'm super duper ultra to the mxm in love with it tell your brothers sisters mothers fathers grandmoms grandpoppys uncle aunty boyfriend girlfriend neighbour 3rd uncle of you distant distant relative to go watch together!
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happy b(lady)'day jiaxu-(3! today marks the last day of freedom as i arm myself ready for the war that would be on-going for the next couple of weeks, yeah though it'd seems like several erugh decades,
we've surrendered ourselves to this pathetic fate since our birth darlings, we're not geniuses: hahah mr faizad's so gonna kill me this's such a grossly gross run on sentence.

languages and humanities ain't really a big problem to me since my passion for it has pushed me to studying it almost every day, yes which i am dang proud of.
it's the science that is cluttering my brains up and frying it like a dumb piece of toufu.
no matter how hard i study for my sciences to be precise chemistry, i can never get a distinction for it and it sucks cos i really don't wanna disappoint mr aloy ong he's such a fantabulous teacher!8-D
pray that i'll be able to sustain the entire period.

to choose between someone who loves you, or one whom you love, what'd you do.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.

i wonder sometimes,
how long this would hv to go on.

Labels: 200 pounds beauty

i yearn for something to get hurt deeper,

yes i am guilty, i should be gorging my eyes out reading lecture notes and mugging till my ass drops off and runs away in horror. don't laugh you idiot i ain't meant to be funny if you're not a student
i am dead while everyone's alive i felt nothing when everyone did i felt everything when no one did i need someone or something to remind me why i am breathing.

you ought to be blessed you know who or what you are living for, i don't.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
The poet is a liar who always speaks the truth.

we can live like jack and sally,
i'd do anything for you.

Labels: we'll hv halloween on christmas

i am a recluse,

i don't feel alive i sleep 3h everyday and i'm floating everywhere i go. the people who make me realise my existance don't anymore, i'm nothing more than a spirit and body without soul.
cherry blossoms make her realise she's breathing.
what they said killd me and screwed my manners.
real friends hv the nerve to say: 'fuck you, you are fucking up and you need to get the fuck over it' i don't hv any of these and neither am i one of them.

i'm lucky i ain't generous with my trust, trashing you on the track is the only way to make you realise you're a real loser when i will, with the spirit of an athlete running through my blood.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
An unjust peace is better than a just war.

looking at you,
makes me feel a hell lot better.

Labels: a cherry blossom tatoo that made her feel alive

Rekinder memories before it gets lost,

go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CqG2pudlgs
my apologies for the bad quality photos and my presence in almost every pic: duh it's from my baby cam. just to rekinder some memories before the final dash tmr GO RVH!:8D anyways i made a dedication on 987 earlier on but didn't hv time to record it down erugh!

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Faith is a passionate intuition, and every individual of Rvh athletics HAS FAITH.

i look forward,
to every moment seeing you.

Labels: nationals

My sacrifice,

i've got so many so interesting thangs to talk about but i forgot about them ay the only meaning for me to blog now is cos of this beeautiful friday the 13 date, seems that it's true you do get an unlucky streak.

even in pain i hanged on, i tried so hard but you saw nothing.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Like Olympic medals, all they signified was that the owner had done something of no benefit to anyone more capably than everyone else.

to even see you smiling back at me,
enough.

Labels: friday a sin day

Leaving in a jet plane,

praise me hell-loads pls: 2h3Om of math, i'm a survivor!:8D

i'm giving myself a pat on the shoulder for Napha, except standing board jump that is hahah i got a bloody C!
anyways this batch of teachers are really nice esp mr xu oh my giddy goodness he's like the most adorable person in the world eh.. after me that is. he is like 24/7 smiling so innocently as though he's showing off his braces and he looks exactly like this ->
8=D
i want to say it, right now.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
The art of love is largely the art of persistence.

when you're in pain,
i am too.

Labels: keep holding on

A happy pill to heal tired souls,

sixuan came back today gay oh gay she's like the funniest person alive pls i just laughed my front teeth off alrighty that just brightened up my day:888D

my 4OOm was postponned cos to the fugly crazy thunderstorm that errupted like so suddenly truth is i'm kinda happy la okay okay OKAY anyways i'm like the most unlucky worst person alive cos i'm always fallng disgustingly sick before races. before 2OOm i vomited sth that's like the packet seaweed:O erugh gross

anyhows mr ong is the hottest teacher alive he's so ultra mega gamma beta goodily nice and we love him like frogs and toads!
musical was really bravo yithann is like the bestest actor alive!

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
You may delay, but time will not.

i will make it true,
without a way back into love.

Labels: i'm a happy papaya seed ROFLMFAO

All pieces dont fit anymore,

my entire apartment just blackd out cos the heater exploded or sth along the line, ay anymore i saved the day all thanks to me paying attention during practical electricity=888) anyhow they fixed this new heater which i dont know how to use, grumble.

i met Lily for the first time at Uncle Khim's birthday boy she's such a sweetie pie i love her so and i'm like ultra ultra jealous of her cos she gets to attend summer camp on her own, ay it's sad when you're born in S'pore when i was at her age i was in kindergarden learning how to spell supercalifrigilisticespiedilocious.
Jacky's really pretty and such a nice person to talk with too
they gng back to UK today, will miss Lily like roaches:888(

Alrighty time for emo talk if you're someone who orders happy meal at macs get outta the house pls sniffle sniffle

Ugh stress's certainly building up it's like less than a month away from mids, prolly slept less than 4h these few days muggin' for phy, somebody better bless me with intelligence.
seconday 4 life is certainly taking it's toil on me, i am jaded and sapped beyond sapped
i-a-m-t-i-r-e-d

Ay juniors! i really like this batch of young people coming in but at times they drive you up your nerves that you scold em and upon seeing those guilty looks you'll feel bad about scolding them but when you're lag they'd take advantage of it ay this's such a fugly run on sentence.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Genius is more often found in a cracked pot than in a whole one.

i'll never let you go,
if you promise not to fade away.

Labels: grumpy and tired

A sin i love to commit,

i feel disconnectd to the world everytime i lock myself up bury myself with white papers also known as notes,
sku's is such a pleasure.
i love the times i put on my track shoes and spikes, armd with my baton and hit the track,
runnin' is such a sweetheart.
As i watchd final destination the other day i ponder how should i die, sports. i am gng to die for sports.
friends betray you, but books and shoes don't

last wed i bid goodbye and left my beloved neo neo when Msgoh changd our seatngs, so its byebye far poppyneo wws and hello yingying huimin kaejun! i'm gng to miss my old group:O

hv been trg relay all week long: rain or shine that is but hv sadly disappointd myself during the race, it was such an ugly pass it made me upset from 3 whole days:888(

attended the cjc talk on ASEAN, i dont really like it v much but i think the campus/hostel will definately crush Rv anytime.

supper @ the tiong bahru market after the POSE runnin' talk when LRRRR 'em entertaind me with the dongge story ROFLMFAO

if there's sth significant to rmbr about seconday sku, it's gta be all the nick na

me i was given: pee shey/t potassium pee peesh peedo tps tanpee etc etc and the lastest pish with 1 syllabalLol

Shoppin' is such a sin, but shopping makes me happy:888D
i love Sar Benett!
Oh oh oh my ultimate fav show after extreme makeover home edition tsubasa antm guess my name is earl is: Ugly Betty=888) this show rocks rocks rocks watch it pls every sunday night 1Opm on channel 5!

Happy Apr Fools day, i heard the church bells ring.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Who so loves believes the impossible.

boy i love you so,
look at these eyes they'll tell you where this could go.

Labels: to commit a sin