(maybe) we're both afraid of the words we both havn't said

on.

OH HOORAY I TURN FIFTEEN TODAY!
I LOVE FE12 WHO POSTED SUCH SWEET STUFFS ON YOUR BLOGS, I LOVE 3JAM FOR SUCH LOVELY WISHES. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO MSGED&WISHED ME BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU ALL PEOPLE! <3

-hops around.-

i'm a very bless-ed girl.
when i'm down, i've a bunch of people who're always there for me. during trg, i just broke down&her words just woke me up. thank you, my friend. &all you people who help piece back broken pieces together. (teehee sounds famailiar eh.)
ack i'm starting to get cliche.

i've just had my most memoriable birthday.

oh yes i saw chen li ping&zhi yang today! i asked chen li ping for donations but she was filming so she didn't bring any cash. THEN SHE SMILED AT ME&I ALMOST FAINTED. then i smiled at zhi yang&he smiled back I MELTED. o_o

&not to mention i spent to doing flag day at orchard road. -_-

maybe it's just me, maybe it's just i've got too high expectations on myself, maybe it's just i'm not up to it.

in about 48h i'm officially fifteen, wonder why but i don't kind of look forward to it.

outcomers was disappointing, though i did a little better&i understand fully that that 1.70m girl beside my lane is probably twice my age, i still felt that it's not my 100%.
yestd's race was pretty interesting, we seemed to be the only sec sku around HAHAA.

i spend the first day of my holidays in the sku campus 1L classroom row2, column1. directly in front&facing ho shu min. (oh yes i had a TERRIBLE time.) 3h straight of phy really burnt off zeallions of brain cells. I AIM TO FINISH MY HOMEW BY WEEK TWO!

i've received 4sets of presents so far. sweet. :D thank you all people! <3

i just want to be her, her&her.

maybe some one shud stop me from watching da chang jin. then i wouldn't be so paraniod to think that the world is screwed.

shopped with my jiazu jie jie yestd. teehee! :D

in abt 3h time i'll be standing on the starting line for outcomers. bless me please, that i'll be able to hit my target.

this is the original energy&show's yi qi zou ba.

this is monday's performance, good stuffs.

teehee i'm just another fan of lucify&qinobe. *blows*
aw i'm really serious about learning drums during the holidays weetweet!

imagine it's me beatboxing!

update more another time. :D

rmbr when you criticise pple, you're also talking about yourself.

nong nong ago in a galaxy right here, COMES THE RETURN OF THE SINGAPORE IDOL REJECTS.
teehee maybe i shud go singapore idol&do beat box or remix. *umph*

omg today's super band was well played!
in my opinion, jing bao yue tuan, jade&of course my one&only lucify's got high high HIGH chances of getting back on track.
g-force sang the song that i ugh! most : i believe. HAHAA glamours was... um.
I WANT TO JOIN SUPER BAND! TEEHEE. :J

L-U-C-I-F-Y!

rmbr i'll always be there for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY FANN! TEEHEE.

lessons are pretty stressing nowadays : calculations on monday, physics [she practically made us do t whole ten years series.], math prelims 2005&sec4 mids 2006. kill me please. :c

sneaked into Da Vinci on friday, save all that action pack to later. LOL. gorgeous movie, fab! :D
okay i'm too lazy to type out evryt, went to NJ fun fair today weetweet! 2nd outcomers next sunday, I GOT 200M GOODILICIOUS!

stop trying to be sm one you aren't, accept yourself for who you are, love yourself for who you are. love me for me.

thank you, my friend olie.

what nonsense lucify's out of super band! if they don't get back on this sunday's revival match i'm gng to! nvm shi nuo bi is still gng strong. :D

great news, i got my 200m event! omg i'm t most blessed girl in t entire world. run'ing for 4x100m too, but t thought of it already made me shiver.

EMILYY I'M SORRY! heehee i'm sorry i vent my anger on you just now. :c but i was really piss'd off. do you pple even know that sm one's birthday is coming, do you all even take t initiative to go pass $ to t treasurer, why do we even bother to care abt buying gifts for all of you. all that you care is t price, is t money that you fork out. do you even bother to think about what to buy, where's your sincerity.

oh well i'm just hving a bitch fit.

heehee i pon sku today&wasted 3h to t clinic just to get a damn MC.

oh well, it's a good rest anyw. since exams are over&all that homew are piling up [YES, ESP A MATH] it's gna drive me crazy one day.

anyw, i'm currently looking out for lessons for drummin', i do hope my bro can get sm lobang for me. :D
my aunt's agreed to dye with me as my birthday present weetweet! and i need to get a job soon. :I
oh well, t'is so random.

oh yeah i wna get tickets to super band omg lucify&shi nuo bi are so hot.

BOOM, i'm gone.

i've nvr seen/heard/known such an ugh! man before. he's seriously, utterly un-describable gross&disgusting. i'm not describing my first love or crush please.

during trg this whom-i-shall-not-name-guy-coach [let's call him A, for asshole!] actually screamed at us&insisted that we use only one lane for our trg, which is almost impossible, looking at that humongous amount of run'ers we hv.

anyw in t first place, why do they hv to come to a public place to train : they hv their own track. tsk, such a waste of gov tax.

then, his run'ers obviously inconsiderate, cut into our lane. fine.
then when i was run'ing my last 400m, he pointed at me&said in that highly arrogant damn irritating voice, "look at her hand! is that called run'ing?"

THAT WAS MY LIMIT. EVEN MY OWN COACH DON'T INSULT ME LIKE THAT. WHAT A BASTARD. so what if you've got t best run'ers in town. let's just hope that you'll fall into t side drain when you walk, a flower pot will crash on your head, you'll drown in your own saliva, whatever. [CENSORED]

what a horror.

i WAS gng ga over that victor mah [drummer] from lucify. he inspired me to go learn drums during t holidays! to my horror, i found out that his beep is an ex RV girl, now in AC. she's quite pretty though i'm jealous. D:

BOOM, it's gone.

i predicted that today's gna be a drop dead gorgeous unlucky day for me when my LEFT eye twitched like hell, like there was no tmr.

case one : during eng that aus hooky guy confiscated my math paper. okay i admit that i wasn't paying attention&i am guilty. D:
case two : i got lost in novena, with my phone's battery flat&peniless. luckily i was smart enough to find my way back, or i'll still be stuck in novena.
case three : worst thing that could ever hv happened to me. that idiot gave a so called mini test, then got a dumb excuse to humiliate me in front of the class. oh well i shan't go into detail but i daresay that i was nvr in the wrong. L-O-S-E-R.

your presence that lingers around me nvr fails to gross me out.

trg today was ugh! 400 trail was alright, though i wasn't really satisfied abt my timing but i thought that's the best i could scrape out aft that endless sets of drills.

okay i'm off to enjoy my "good day" by my click! five. :D

ay why don't you just admit it la, so drama!

okay i got back my history goody shoes i didn't fail it, weetweet! i'm the happiest girl alive HAHAA.

i'm so deperate for 200m, i must must must get into that event or i'll sink into depression mode for 7years. D:
muscle aches, bad flu & cough : in short, i've got birdflu.

oh so great today's rv sku holiday, heehee! we went to claire's house to wreak it upside down, had movie marathon, scary movie 4. it's such a bloody horny movie alright! then after a few rounds of polar&murder we watched exorcism of emily rose, after which we started talking about [ahem] stuffs.

that damn canadian pizza took more than 90 minutes&got us so pissed off la. but anyw, it costs $94.60!
heehee thanks claire! :D

now then i realise.

i got this quote in pq's blog&i thought it's rather true : why do you notice the speck in your brother's eye but don't notice the log in your own eye?

humans loves to judge others, point out their flaws then exaggerate it. ay i love to do it, yes i'm a bitch who's got nothing better to do other than gossiping about other people. at least i admit it, yes i do.

actually everyone does. you see a girl in sku with short skirt, you point at her&calls her a bitch. you see a teacher whom you hate, you roll your eyes&scold vulgarities. you see those political people on tv fighting over power, you laugh at them for being dumb&stupid.
why don't everyone talk about 'emselves before they judge others. we don't they call themselves bitches, why don't they scold vulgarities at 'emselves, you don't they think that they're such interllectually challenged creatures that it's a waste of air that they breathe.

i'm not in my best mood, i'm certain.

maybe's cos of all that trials tmr, I REALLY WNA GET INTO 200M PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! okayy i'm pretty mad, but this's probably the only place i speak nothing but truth.

if you don't succeed, you RUN risk of failing.

it feel kinda weird without hendy beside me cos no one's there to lend me his hw. OBS PPLE COME BACK SOOM PLEASE I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH! okayy sm pple over there enjoying emselves what i'm J-E-A-L-O-U-S.

trg was tedious la right, five sets of 150!

hahaa okayy thank God i passed my math, chng won't find an excuse to screw me up. get well soon, pq!
i'm oh so jolly broke after going to town, i bought two necklace of t same design but different colour. this happens when you're exams are over&you feel so bored of your life that you feel so screwed up you need to spend $.

watch t channel8 darma, that guy's damn hot can!

today baby olie&i tried to talk like this:

"`MuAkKx mUaaKxX~ mEiIx lUbBexX gOoRx- ^-^ "

HAHAA okayy i get very turned off by pple who talk like this, yes i'm kawaiiness illiterate.
fann chua was so grossed out she said my [censored] nick is too er xin.

anyw, aubrey lee wants to admit that she's got a crush on me for 2whole years HAHAA!

i've decided, not anym.

i've just hit the wrong temperature on may day.

these few days were gorgeously awful of me. i lost a couple of hours of sleep for the past few days GRUMBOOM! sadly, i lost my B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L voice as well as that flu that nvr fails to overwhelm me. on a public holiday sm more! UGH. :( then today i realised that it's a perfect opportunity to grab an MC to keep me away from that campus for at least a month.

talking abt sku, i'm going to get uglily jealous of those going to OBS. GRR SCREW ALL YOU PEOPLE GOING! they're happily missing sku&making friends will jelly fishes when we tear over our lousy results. :c

went for service yestd. c: many <3 to baby olie, pq&cell!

oh anyhow, after reading colin&kero's sweet little gay blog, i realise that hving an abnornal relationship isn't that bad after all. works as the best alternative if i stay unwanted after 30-years-old. :DDD