(maybe) we're both afraid of the words we both havn't said

on.

when I was 7,

they said I was strange, I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same, I asked my parents if I was OK. they said you're more beautiful and that's the way they show they wish they had your smile. so my confidence was up for a while, I got real comfortable with my own style. I knew that they were only jealous cos;

people are all the same and we only get judged by what we do. my personality reflects me and if I'm ugly then so are you.

there was a time when I felt like I cared that I was shorter than everyone there. people made me feel like life was unfair and I did things that made me ashamed cos I didn't know my body would change. I grew taller than them in more ways but,

there will always be the one who will say, something bad to make them feel great.

everybody talks bad about somebody and never realises how it affects somebody and you bet it won't be forgotten - envy is the only thing it could be

-

aunties are weird creatures.

she's not exactly my auntie, a very distant relative. anyway, simply loves to touch me all over & it sucks :( to make things worst, she'll say you should marry her son when you grow up. she must be out of her mind, she even planned the wedding already.

i'll never go back to my that particular auntie's house, even if it costs me a couple of red packets- NEVER.

this, obviously is a cheongsam.

this, obviously is a pair of heels.

i had to wear these yesterday. i really love the cheongsam because it's really gorgeous although i look like a bangla trying to fit into a chinese costume. BUT, it's disgustingly tight-fiting. that pair of heels, is 5cm high.

this is cute ! :DDD

i love new year because i can gamble & usually end up winning money. i love new year because i can take advantage of my brother & let him pay the full amount of $15 taxi-fare, all the way from tampinese. for the first time of my life, i love my brother :DDD

i love coyote ugly soundtracks.

rv is disgusting, i have to pia my physics, math & chinese. not to mention that i have to mug for my geography test on maps when i don't even know what those lines stand for & there is only ~~less than two weeks~~ 13 days to my bloody common test & i haven't started studying. but anyway, i still love rv. so let me mug & rot.

ohoh & before i go need to help kexin publicise her blog (which is under construction) haha. click here ! :DDD

sicong's migrated to new jersey ! i'm gna miss her :(((

here i am, again.

it's pathetic when you have most of your relatives overseas because it is almost impossible to fly there & back, not to mention the amount of time you need to run all over the place to get the red packets, within four pathetic days.

so here i am, rotting at home again.

before. looks like i've been studying for o' levels.

after. all these decorations look like their owner- lame.

i'm a innocent, adorable & nice little girl; i clean up my room in the middle of the night :DDD when everyone's sound asleep, i go around waking everyone out. BRAVO !

& i waited, waited.

i need to go run to entertain myself.

why can't we have trainings during chinese new year ? i'm rotting all day at home & i'm feeling so bored. all i did was stare at this non-living thing that has images floating pass. occationally there will be some irritating advertisments who think that they are very attractive that will pop-up & irritate the irritated me.

I MISS;

pandian papa's "higher, higher. feel the bounce !" leelee's super dao "ready, go."

perhape's way of pronouncing jiangli ! horny bimbo's wimps. bangla jadey's peanuts. baneh's irrtating nonsensical crap. jo captain's punishment when we drop baton. funny asshole's bimbotic remarks. michela's hot gossips. karen mama's funny action when we call her "mom". yesyes's lovely laughter. ahsoh's complains. nahbei kia's LAME jokes.

the ones & their cute & innocent faces. the twos & their lovely cute laughter. the fours & their funny gossips. i miss my class & all the scandalous funny stuffs going on.

fann's hand is aching after carrying the 46kg load (me) & she's cursing me HAHAHA :DDD

chinese new year celebrations are meant for me to train my stamina.

we practically ran all over the parade square & turned everything into like a disco party. my princess & i were seeing whether we could jump throughout the sundance song but failed miserably. nvm, failure is success's mother what :DDD

some noob twos really know how to get on my nerves. they drew those papers around. once or twice, i'm fine with it, too many gets me hot-headed. i was so pissed i turned over & shouted "fuck off la noobs !"

LOVELY :)))

i thought we all might die from gastric pains after school. rushed to training & did acceleration for warm-up, then some baton passing. i was paring up with ningxin when i fell;

ningxin's the banana (baneh).

that stupid nx starts off too fast.

me & nx (shivering) scared the hell out of our pants. coach looks like he's having a bad hair day.

to prevent myself from getting scolded, i've decided to CHIONG !

due to popular demand, i've decided to draw i picture of my falling down. anyway, that stupid nx who's oblivious of everything took the baton & started accelerating.

then BAM i fell onto the floor & everyone was like OHMYGOD ?! great, but i can't even straighten my legs when i walk, nor fold my legs with i sit. some more, it's on my knee & it's freaking painful. AW :( i swear i'm never going to run baton again, okay on a second thought, maybe i will. HAHAHA/

mac-ing with kuan loong, fann, chunamin, ningxin, jade & joanna was fun fun fun ! i spilled kuan loong's coke, jade spilled her coke, & we swore not to go back to that macdonals unless under forced circumstances.

michelle passed us her freaking cool nikon camera & we were the photographers of the day ! the most stubborn person i've ever seen on this earth is minzhang. yes he wouldn't let us take his picture when he's serious.

good job everyone, time trial was great ! (go to any cross mates' blog for more information & michelle's blog if you want candids. hey i'm doing free advertising for you all heh.)

we were talking about johnathan's dude hairstyle who looks like a sunshine guy when i thought sunshine guy yang guang nan hai was used to describe taiwanese entertainer Nono. here's a picture of him in case you don't know who he is;

anyway, the guy beside him is wu zong xian.

so emily called me Nono, herself Yesyes, & fann Perhapes ye xu ru guo you ke neng. goodygoody !

yes i totally agree with ningxin (go read her blog) the coaches sure knows quite abit ! papa knows about ahem & ahem. hello, he even stole my title of most well-ly informed gossiper okay ! then the guy who says he don't want to friend me actually saw ahem & ahem together HAHAHA

went to yishun to meet mavis for my stuffs i tell you yishun is super damn far because i almost paralysed on my chair. then off to meet jeraldine & shihui who made me laugh my ass off LMAO :)))

anyway to my baby perhapes, yesterday might be your unlucky day but yesterday's over & today's here ! so cheer up & smile okay :DDD you know we all love you HAHAHA/

my brother's celebrating because his nose's bleeding, i assume he's sick.

history today was all about politics & surprises of all surprises i actually didn't fell asleep because it was freaking interesting. karl marx is out of his mind, etopia ? IMPOSSIBLE.

we were just merely 20 minutes late (not to mention we could have taken a slower stroll up, breathing in the lovely refreshing air that leechoiyeoks carnivourous feed-on-worms plants generously provide us with. & take a longer toilet break) & when we went into class j.lo starts barking up my neck, asking who my history teacher is.

everyone,

DON'T ever call your child, j.lo, no matter how alike the both of them are. i'll never, ever, over my dead body name my child j.lo or jen or jennifer or anything related to that. HAHAHA. she asked this.

"will the content in a contact book come out ?"

maybe if i compare the mass of her brain to a pathetic little pea the pea might be tons heavier. hello, what you see in a contacts book are numbers. what do you expect them to ask ?

anyway, huimin was asking how did she ever keep her hair 5cm thick. this is a very good question !

lalitha's such a lovely teacher ! anyway, hendy was out of his mind, alex was being horny & xiang hui was being corny. lichen could not stand it anymore & has decided to take the sacrifice of going to the COLDES SEAT IN CLASS. xina moved beside me & started her hai dai madness so lalitha questioned her to see if she's remembered to take her medication. i isolated myself from hendy.

everyone's mad today.

chng returned us our paper. i have 2 people to thank for not failing my math - karen mummy aka bangla mymmy & fann baby bangla self-named cute but not cute at all baby !

hendy's mad cos he got 49.

even gym was madness today. weisheng & yonghao started competing with each other & each of them did ten.

weisheng tried to let his weight carry the machine's weight. jared was trying to run with the weights siting down. HAHAHA everyone went mad today. anyway my fann baby was having a fit, maybe because she didn't come training today & didn't see me, miss me too much la.

coach came to break the saddest of the saddest news;

there is a 400m time trial tomorrow, setting the 400m x 4 team. okay i admit i do have the slightest wish to get in, but of course i reckon, asume, confirm or whatever i'll reach the finishing line last tomorrow :(

my darlings are suffering from depression one by one. homework & stress is piling up. their classmates were not of any help either. they kept comparing marks & this is irritating people. anyway, what's the school doing ? i can picture ek in her office, thinking of her speech for the next morning assembly, & deciding her outfit to wear tomorrow. resembles the tsar yeah ?

i waited & waited.

i'm such a nice little innocent & harmless girl, i never liked torturing :DDD

went to find chuanmin early in the morning. i saw ningxin copying homework LMAO. anyway lirui got new navy blue thick-framed spects ! a fire-drill cut in between the pe lesson so we missed jen tan's lesson ! boyohboy :)))

we had to do collage for pdp & alex was being super funny. hiang hui brought her world so he wouldn't take it out & share because there was a 16 page special in ___.

"i've found the A & L for my name so i still need the E & X from the SEX."

assembly was all about jamming & singing, math was all about circles. went to fareast with mavis, peiqi & wanleng after school to shopshopshop. thankyou my princesses ! anyway i went to make my insoles today & they are super gorgeous & they are hot-pink :DDD i love my insoles !

you don't deserve it.

you've changed so much; i don't even know you now. you claimed that you're willing to change, so that all your friends are willing to trust you again. i opened my hear & accepted you. but you're just putting on a mask, a mask that deceive all your friends. on the surface, you seem like you're really determined to change. but under your mask, you only yearn for something called,

popularity.

we trusted you so much. yet again & again, you gave nothing but empty promises & endless disappointment. what you want to do now to fame & popularity, but what can all these give you ? look at paris hilton, she's so so famous, yet people only comment about the negative side of her.

ain't humans funny ?

here i am, talking about a friend whom i've totally lost faith in, but i don't even reflect myself as a so-called good friend of her. i never tried to understand her, or maybe, i don't want to go understand her. at times, i feel like i'm just like her, i'm just like an enemy against myself. sometimes, i hate myself for some things i thought i should never have done, but again, who don't live with regrets ?

for the first time of my life, i wasn't late when meeting olivia to go to school. that girl has a big problem, she screwed up her own life. oh well :)))

cat yeow wasn't exactly pleased that so many of us didn't go for pe HAHAHA.

i should be able to pass my math test :DDD i did the paper chng gave four times. one some time ago, two yesterday. the like duh very hardworking me woke up at 4am this morning to do another time. then studied exercise, graphs & textbook. when it's only testing;

a miserable kinematics.

i should go commit suicide. the last question wants us to sketch two graphs- one distance time graph & one speed time. being the super cock-eyed me, i thought we only have to draw ONE graph.

there goes my five marks.

history today was fun fun fun ! except the part where desmond lim blew his top (because obviously no one volunteered to answer his questions) & asked all those who has not voiced their opinions to get to the back.

bloody sunday is super cool.

i realised that i'm slowly getting to like my chinese teacher luo yu si. reason ? she's a great push-over, you can bargain with her over homework. good luck to those who has jiang li. i can infer alot from the reliable sources coming for fann.

anyway, the way fann says "jiang li" is super sexy !

we bargain with joanna & manage to get a good deal- 3 rounds. (we were supposed to run four.) lirui got sitich because he greedily ate a super big drumstick which he calls the grand sabre or whatever i can't remember HAHAHA.

meanwhile we were gossiping during stretching. it is an added reason why shirlene & sixuan should come training :DDD then in came coach, announcing that he's lost his phone with the unique "ding-dong, you have a message !" ringtone red coloured panasonic phone while riding his bike yesterday. he was upset he had to get an old phone. awww :)))

could only join them for baton acceleration then i ran 800m. i was not really satisfied at the timing- 3.18 i thought i could have done under 3mintues :( if i don't push myself at this point of time, i'm going to really regret it if i missed this year's races (starts from febuary) or even nationals.

LMAO jingjie wants to borrow my history notes !

great i can provide him with WRONG INFORMATION so that i can top the class yay :DDD lirui starts imitating me again he says i laugh like that -U-

shell was filled with stinky lovely carrots :DDD

on the way to mrt emily ordered us to call her bangla meimei which sounds totally cute but i just can't call her that because everyone will start humtum-ing me. it's just a too cute name for her. i thought it suits me better HAHAHA. anyway, em has SO MANY nicknames if i type all of them out i will probably rot by the time we finish. so, we started the bangla family ! went home with twos ! who're going to orchard to shopshopshop :DDD

jade just told me she loves my song. sony bmg you wna hire me as your songwriter ?

okay this is a super nice song highly recommended my claire (haha thanks mate !). i don't know if it's new or old song but it's good music :DDD

jesse mccartney- because you live

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

-

i'm gna fail my bloody physics because of ho shu min. it's like she always never say her stuffs properly. today, we caught a handful of us who did not do our refraction worksheet then she made us stand & started her nagging. i really love xianghui for saying this;

"obviously we don't know that we have to complete our worksheet if not you think what ? we enjoy coming here to get scolded & have our names recorded in the management diary ? we don't okay."

he has the guts.

i was there looking as if i'm gna burst anytime. it's obvious that she did not tell us properly that we have to complete that worksheet. it's only a simple piece of paper with a 3 physics questions & somemore on a topic that we've learnt before.

there goes my first lovely entry in the management.

went to study kinematics with olivia, farhanah & fiona after school. fiona has obviously turned even more bimbo-tic HAHAHA but she's funny. then a bunch of bm people let a stink bomb in the kfc olie & i were so pissed we decided to get out.

according to andrew tong kwok chien, there will be 3 questions in the math test tomorrow (40 minutes), no graph, only need calculator. but according to past experiences, there will usually (in fact, all the time) be (a) (b) (i) (ii). according to chng, you just have to know how to do the 10 question worksheet.

i just found out that my math period is before recess, murder me someone.

okay i've just finished my history, i have this bloody hell lot of physics sums that ho shu min use as a deadly weapon to make sure we die very miserably, and i haven't done my third round of revision for math kinematics. this is driving me mad, someone save me.

where are you- tanpeishi feat. fannchua

peesh;
i know you're out there jadey
so where ?

jadey is waiting for me
she's waiting for me t' go training
can you tell that she's jade ?
if you can't then i think you're so insane.

how does jade laugh, how does jade cry,
what's the color of jade's eyes,
does jade even realise i'm here ?

where is jade (x3)
where is this cute little girl ?
who is jade (x3)
who's gna complete my world ?
where is jade (x3)
jade's the adorable girl.
where is jade (x3)
she's here you cockeye girl (fann).

na (x infinity)

fann (comes in to extra);
i'm staring out at the sky
praying that she will walk in my life,
where is the girl of my dreams ?
i'd wait forever, how silly it seems.

i'm gna go gombak t' look for you jade,
cos i know you're out there
i know it may sound crazy,
but you're cute.

HAHAHA what crap :DDD

okay i'm gna go study my kinematics after i finish this post. i went to shop for blingblings with olivia ! i didn't buy much just bought this mickey tee & a scarf, olivia spent more than $100 if i'm not wrong HAHAHA

then we were in the mrt it was quite crowded so i was like "excuse me" quite softly. but i realise that it's orchard so most of the people should be alighting so i just stayed there & wait. then this super kaypo kia went to shout "excuse me" so loudly, then say what want to teach me how to say "excuse me". wahliao think your english pro ah HAHAHA

have you read the papers ? a mother went to school to beat the teacher up and "accidentally" injured the teacher with a pair of scissors. why ?

because the teacher scolded her girl for inappropriate hairstyle :DDD

happy birthday chuanmin ! you are sweet fifteen so one more year & you can have legal ahem you know :DDD HAHAHA i'm such a wonderful girl.

i'm angry, very angry. so, i'm gna get vulgar. for those who can't stand vulgar-ness, please just ignore this post.

you jolly well know who you are. this post is for you.

you are a fcuking bastard who knows nothing but cheat other girls feelings, & after you broke up with the girl you post it in your blog. have you got no sense of shame ? i despise you, seriously. even if you have such thick skin that you don't even have a tiny bit of sense of shame ? think for your girl okay.

you may think that i'm a nosey person who has nothing better to do than to post all these fucks in my blog but let me tell you, what you did to me one/two years ago was enough to make me hate you for two fcuking lifetimes. no one knows, because you ask me to shut my mouth.

why ?

it's because you're just a bloody hell so called flirt (but of course i don't know whether is this an appropriate word because you don't have the looks or brains to be one. all you know is to sweet-talk & all those words are not from the bottom from your heart.) who likes to have flings whom you claim that you have true feelings for & you don't wish to be labeled as a flirt after you break up with those girls. so you want to keep it a secret. hello ? if you dare to go stead, you dare to start a relationship, you've got to dare to admit it.

i can't take it anymore. one/two years ago, you cheated my feelings when i was nothing but just a stupid empty brain noob. then you cheat my mate's feelings. then tried to cheat my team mates feelings but too bad, you failed fucking unsuccessfully. now you cheated another of my team mates feelings, you still have the cheek to say you still love her.

if you still do, why break ?

you always give yourself loads of fucking reasons to hide your own shame. those are nothing, nothing except for empty shells you use to hide yourself from reality. you thought that with those reasons, no one will blame you. hello, everyone around you are smart okay. anyway, your reasons are bloody un-true & you forgot, i'm a history student & it's so easy to infer what your true meaning is because you are bloody stupid.

you think it's bloody cool for you to break other people's hearts ? please slap yourself so that you can wake up from your childish & noob world. yes, i claim that i don't blame you anymore, i'm lying, i lied to you. what you did was far too much. not only did you hurt me, you hurt the people around me too.

you are a loser. you don't even know how to mantain a relationship. what i bet is that you've seen more chio-bus in your new school. you know what ? you are no different from her. she did the same too, & she destroyed the life of his guy who could have got into a better school.

scam you bloody bastard, i'm so ashamed to have you as my senior. oh & please, get a life.

i do hope no adults are reading this post so i've decided to make it "disappear". anyway, i have no idea why am i here posting this when i'm supposed to be studying my bloody math kinematics (i have a test this tuesday) & studying my tsar structure.

okay then, byebye.

ladies & gentlemen, presenting- Nokia's L'Amour Collection.

my lovely going-to-be-mine phone !

& it's buddies !

this is about the design.

okay the starting page-

i lovelovelove this picture !

uh, this is, so, brown.

uh, this is nice HAHA.

this looks like the pattern on my house lights.

my favourite thing in the world; a mirror.

okay this looks like my home floor ?

i can't figure out what this is LMAO.

this looks like some trees haha.

this looks like some mangrove place.

i lovelovelove this collection. i fell in love with the 7370 the first time i saw it at the exhibition at plaza sing. i was mesmerized by its beauty ! anyway, about today;

i'm gna sue the SBS company.

today my dad pms-ed me & die die also refuse to take me to gombak (because i was running late) no matter how i begged him. so i had to run to the bus stop. then the 123 bus driver also pms-ed me lo ! so i ran all the way out to wait for 195 & i couldn't make it. rah so i had to sms fann to tell her that i might be late.

so in short, i missed two damn buses today.

anyway when i reached gombak the guys told me that we had to 4 rounds of warm-up & got me so freaked out, so they told me to 3rounds (oh in the end i found out that they only did 2rounds !) so i ran & pia-ed like i've never did. i wonder why too, but my hands felt so damn cold & i feel like i'm gna faint anytime soon. so after the torturous 3rounds, i tumbled to the stairs & i felt like my world is spinning so fast.

i got lay crumpled there as though it's of no one's business.

then my lovely pandian coach showed concern by announcing that i look pale & red at the same time (which means pink la !), then asked me not to do stretching. obviously i won't do that la ! then ningxin (aka the stupid baneh who was late) arrived, late by 19minutes ! joanna gave a super discount to 2pumps per minute so we're doing 38. if not we'll be doing 95 will is IMPOSSIBLE to finish in one day ! then we spent 20minutes in the toilet helping my lovely screwed up girl.

*this content is not to be revealed*

then ms chew got so pissed off she decided to go to the toilet to confront us. okay we admit it's our fault, but, i was not supposed to do drills because of my injury & i don't find anything wrong trying to show concern to a team mate who looks like she's gna breakdown. anyway, coach wants to mark our attendence as absent; go on, anyway i've been absent for 365days so one more doesn't make a difference :(

then we did baton aceleration, after that core strength.

then weisheng had cramps so we went off to buy ice & some stuffs for a surprise together. i know you love us cm, you don't need to say HAHAHA. anyway, everyone, you owe me money, alot of money ! during cool down we did our usual gossiping about handsome & stuffs.

i was at first labeled the "most well informed person in track" (perhaps a better name for nossey-est women/most ba gua/best gossiper of the year) when coach practically snatched my lovely title away by proving that he knows more. OKAY LA YOU PRO LA CAN ? then we went to je to play !

& we ended up laughing like shit. jade was always laughing secretly & making those short sarcastic sentences that made us laugh. she laughed until her face turn all red ! fann kept saying that everyone sucks. you know why ? because everyone's able to make a funny comment except for her ! emily has a stupid bump on her mouth so she talk so super weirdly but she's so action-ic we can't help burst out laughing. she's always "go go go !" -ing. HAHAHA

i'm gna make my blingbling list :DDD

i'm sorry i made you cry, i really didn't mean it, i thought it was only a joke. i didn't know you will take it so seriously. i'm sorry was being such a fcuking bitch yesterday who was so insensitive about your feelings.

i was so bored yesterday, i sms-ed hendy asking him not to blame me if i don't talk to him in school today. i was in one of my worst moods. anyway, it's all because he kept saying i was boring when i kept quiet for a mere one minute. lirui has finally found a challenger !

had physics practical with mrs leeleemui today. i have a strong feeling she likes me ! she was so gentle to me when she spotted my mistake :DDD i was so hardworking today, i stayed back in school to study with michelle, jj, fann & karen. (janice, jade, emily & nx came later) studying together is so fun :DDD

thankyou fann & karen for coaching me in math ! i love you guys loads :)))

i saw this mad mother scolding her boy in public, she was so damn fierce. the poor little boy was crying his eyes out. mothers nowadays, are out of their minds.

let me teach you my new invented word, HB that stands for horny bastard/bitch.

to my loveliest baby; i can't leave without you, you were there for me when i needed you. you provide me with entertainment. you never left me alone. but now, i can't seem to turn you on, my dearest mpthree !

HAHAHA what were you thinking about ?

i love history classes. it's the only class i don't fall asleep in (anyway i fell asleep during lalitha's lesson today & i feel so super guilty). it is probably the only class that i'll actively volunteer in. oh yeah i got the form for the museum guide ! be jealous, be super jealous !

training was in school today, three sets of gym & three sets of 100m (although we told pandian we did five LMAO). then went to queenstown to collect shoes. it's not fair ! everyone's got new pretty shoes except for me :I

i'm feeling so super depressed.

i promised my fann baby a 1000 word essay. okay i'll give it to you another time. now listen at my 1000 letters essay :DDD "the pain won't last forever, but memories will. that's what keep the runners going." -quote yongqiang if you did visit the athletics board HAHAHA although my mummy is full of crap, i think this, is quite true. for you, it's not worth it, pia-ing so hard, just for this piece of paper. it's the things you know that matters. this piece of paper will get you nowhere, nowadays, alot of university gradutes can't find jobs. studying in rv is just a label, what matters most is that you enjoy your years in rv & what you take away with you when you leave, are the beautiful memories, & not the days of pia-ing homework, or overstressing yourself. you don't have to care about what other people say. don't let other's opinions put you down. that, should be what that keeps you going.

taking things for granted will get you nowhere. judge yourself before you judge other people, you're doing the same things as those people you claimed you hate.

jay won project runway ! i loved his collection because of the colour co-ordination & earphones :DDD it's quite easy to guess in the 8days programme guide jay was hugging his model. there is victorial secrets show next monday ! i'm 100% sure all the guys will stay up & watch.

watched the heirloom with jiaxu, tingyi & olivia yesterday. it is quite a horror, disgusting, comedy. the last part was quite stupid. the so-called cursed baby that SHOULD have died didn't die, that stupid guy who SHOULD NOT have died actually killed himself & died. what a sad show, we were laughing all the way.

"it is such a sad movie, everyone died in the end. now we have no more mood to do homework already. so i have a super valid reason to explain to jiang li." -quote tingyi :DDD

what crap. HAHAHA !

anyway, i should have learnt my lesson & NOT to sit beside olivia tan, aka the girl who always irritatingly asks me to go home with her last year. she was so freaked out she wasted seven dollars pulling MY hand to cover her eyes for almost half the movie. LMAO

hendy ong is embarrassing me EVERYDAY. everyday of my life he's trying to torture me in one was or another. one day when i finally go mad, i'm going to bring my whole collection or knives & pens, & stuff it into his mouth.

training was at gombak today. mr tan won't let me wear my darling lovely spikes aww. it was raining super heavily so we had to train baton indoors. oh i realise coach kept looking at us woo ! i think he has a major crush on us HAHAHA

went home with a bunch of towards je people, then down to the face very nice to pinch chuanmin, horny act say buay say weekiat, everlasting crap jokes singapore lamer lirui & act very innocent but a possible serial rapist yonghao. HAHAHA

i love my history class & lesson :)))

hahaha okay i'm very busy now, having an emoticon battle with leelee online. HAHAHA he's lame, VERY LAME.

oh yeah. i remember one very significant event-of-the-week. weisheng, fann, sixuan, joycelyn & me did something super cool; WE CLIMBED OVER THE SCHOOL GATE. yes i hope to teacher's reading this hahaha. it was after training & we were so super lazy to walk all the way back to school so we climbed the school gate.

yesterday's training was fun fun fun ! coach was in a good mood :DDD did loads and loads of baton passing haha nx's my baton partner yay :))) during stretching we were talking about ms eu. jared made a very sarcarstic comment. (with no expression in this face :I)

"she's a pain in the neck."

HAHAHA he has a great sense of humour. i regretted not going for yesterday's performance, heard the atmosphere's better than today's. anyway, the seats i got were quite bad because we had to sit at the edge to see what's going on ._. i like the dance part the best because of the topless guys haha. i think olivia & farhanah are DAMN CUTE on stage !

then i went to watch the dark. it's more like a thriller the plot's super brilliant. the sound effect is super loud i jumped off my chair quite a number of times. when i got home i saw these those chunk of papers & books on the ground.

some mad mothers threw their child's textbooks down, AGAIN.

i'm seriously so damn bloody hell bored. i've been staring at the pc since i'm back from training, wondering what to do :I i slacked totally for training today because i went for my long run yesterday so i'm left with absolutely zero energy.

some schools are just too full of themselves. take a look at other schools before you talk. we're gna beat you flat in schools nationals track & field & cross country, you just watch & see.

know that recently you're feeling rather stressed up recently because of your class. a class is usually like that. they study their textbook during recess. which is damn freaking hardworking. don't let all these scare you or freak you out. you are freaking us out actually, using every minute of your life STUDYING. since you have the potential to go to a class, i believe that you don't have to make a big change in your life, to catch up with the others. believe in yourself, we all believe in you too :DDD

you're everywhere to me, and when i close my eyes it's you i see, you're everything i know that makes me believe, i'm not alone. nobody ever made me feel this way, this may sound crazy, but i love you. 09033

oh and i'm bored, entertain me too.

assembly starts. surprise surprise surprise ! my class & 3B won the tellymatch thing. jocelyn was like, "like dat also can win uh." ROFLMAO. out first prize together as a class ! surprisingly, in my 3 years in rv, i've always like to win these sort of stuffs. i still remembered a year ago we won sort of a similar competition in 2i & we were like so freaking happy :DDD

i'm starting to like my chinese teacher, luo yu si because her lessons are, well, rather in-teres-ting haha. today she let us view some feng zi kai's comics & explain jay chou's fa ru xue's lyrics. she says that fang wen shan's lyrics are quite good & in fact fa ru xue's one of the rare meaningful lyrics of the year.

I LOVE MS EU :DDD she came in being funny, went out being funny. i'm gna enjoy my chemistry lessons for the rest of the year ! history class we did self introduction so i told desmond lim that i'm interested in russian history. i love the way he teach so i'm looking forward to history class too !

time trial; i was the recorder so practically i go there, zo deng a little, sat on the floor & asked people to report to me. jade, ws & yh were laughing at the way i asked them to keep off the track LMAO. the fastest i saw was 12.44 for 80m, by a guy called terence in 1I. i would consider that rather fast looking at the fact that they did not receive any training. then we lagged around because we feel like ponning lessons :)))

after school i saw anthony chan & he observed me for very long before asking;
"what class are you in ah ?"
"3J. i'm in pure history leh !"
he raised his famous eyebrow & smiled. i guess anthony chan's also one of the reasons why i chose to take up history. funny as he was, he made history interesting.

there was gym training after school & we had to rush because the basketballers wna use TOO. dumped our bags in our booth & lagged around, oh yeah, aaron came back to school to get his mars bars LMAO. then we finally realised that we're wasted time so we went HOME. i was so tired i was home & baaaaaaa immediately jump on my bed & went to sleeeeeep.

i just received a super vulgar sms from nx !

i learnt a new word; ROFLMFAO. it stands for rolling on floor laughing my fat ass off.

yesterday's america's next top model; ebony got voted off intead of diana i think, can't really remember. i love jayla because i think she's damn chio. i love her short hair when she just came in & her long hair after the make over that made her look like a little girl. lisa is ___

the day started with the sun dance, farhanah & me practially just dodged all teachers & manage to get through by just bending while others are. assembly was totally boring as ms ek started talking about what i'm not very sure of because half the time i was dozing off. mr chng took over lalitha's lesson & taught two hours STRAIGHT of math.

chuanmin, jade & i went for a 15minute run at queenstown (i lost count of how many rounds we ran). my shoes were blood-stained because my poor ankle was bleeding RAH. then jade & i practically walked in the rain so we were like aiya, wet already then wet more also nvm la ROFLMAO :)))

thx jade, you're a great friend ! :DDDD

the day started with the usual morning assembly and stuffs la. then we headed down to the field for carnival.

the first game was some bridge and chairs game but we couldn't be bothered much so just ran to the end. the second was some pass-the-rubber-band-using-a-straw game organised by claire, amanda & janice. we tried to bribe them into giving us more points by calling them chio bu-s LMAO. the last game was double wacko led by waimin. it was quite fun la farhanah manage to shield me from the murderous hits from my merciless classmates :DDD

i love my class :)))

after a short break we went to the hall for some sun dance. it's almost the same every year so we didn't take long to learn. then we headed back to class for some teambuilding games led by hendy and ME !

the first was some name game that was quite failure, we failed to get the people to dance pole dance and forfiet. the second was some bang game, followed by the entagle game and the cartoon character game in the rain.

recently there has been rumours about me & a guy. i shall be CLEAR about this and i will only say it once. so just open up and listen. we are in the same cca; ATHLETICS. and we got into the same class this year 2006- 3J. because we're team-mates, that explains why we're rather close in class of even outside class.

i appreciate very much if you can get your facts right before you speak, because it can be quite sensitive to certain people. please, be more open-minded as there is nothing wrong with a girl hanging out with someone of the opposite sex. anyway, just in case you have a serious case of cock-eyeness, we're also with a bunch of athletes in the next class & i see nothing wrong with a bunch of cca mates hanging out together.

i don't appreciate you labelling me as "flirting with a guy" just because i'm closer to him in class or even outside class. anyway, who are you to label me ? so please, get a life.

i was so excited that i forgot to blog about the day before school re-opens. wanted to go swimming with xiaomeng at 10am but woke up late. luckily, she sms-ed me;

"don't think can swim in this kind of weather."

so we decided to go to the arcade to enjoy our last days before school re-opens. suey enough, the ddr and parapara machines were out of order so we decided to go shoot.

then met emily, ningxin, jade, hendy & lirui who were pia-ing last minute homework. of course with lirui around you can't seem to get anything done so we ended up in the arcade playing violent games :)))

then it was time to go & lirui claims that i'm the lucky one who gets ~~fun & laugher~~ all the way to clementi LMAO :DDD

yesterday's project runway was quite a touching eplisode of all the past things that they have done. however, the person who drew on wendy pepper's daughter's beautiful picture was never revealed-

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL;

started my first day really badly as i was late in meeting the runners and had to wait for HENDY ONG for 30minutes in buona vista.

ain't you honoured to have your name mentioned in capital letters in my blog ? LMAO

so we rushed to class as we were almost late. morning assembly was horrible; the sun melted me and ek started on her never-ending speech.

had form-teacher's period and chng appointed all the heads & stuffs. hendy kept making fun of mr chng & left the whole class laughing.

then we had a break (today was full of breaks because the time table was mixed up) YAY

rushed down to history lesson but was late so desmond lim demanded an explaination from us. i think i'm gna LOVE history lessons :DDD

chinese was a DISASTER. there was this teacher by the name luo yu si who has an irritating voice & kept irritating us to hand in homework.

then she wants us to do research on this artist and demanded that every week we have to do a du hou gan and a weekly journal. ARGH :I

last was physics & in same the ballerina face ho shu min. she's quite a nice teacher but her lessons can be quite boring.

so on the first day, i'm piled up with homework.

i went for training i went for training i went for training i went for training i went for training i went for training i went for training !

mr lee was damn funny i passed him the doctor's letter & claimed that it was a love letter. he kept it in the pocket & refused to read it. when i came back & ask him as he read it, he said no then i confessed to him that it was the doc's letter. he then took it out, read it & passed to mr tan.

"another letter for you to file."

look at my timetable tomorrow, two words- it sucks.

i find that the school's rather unfair when assigning the teachers to different classes. if you look carefully at the time table, you'll think that all the good teachers such as mrs leeleemui and miss onghweehien are teaching the front classes.

for you;
what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down.
now who's crying, desiring to come back go back to him.
don't play with me don't play with him.

p.s. there is project runway today. i want austin to come back ! let's hope wendy pepper gets out :DDD

i'm typing this while watch the "teens vote" show of channel5. holygod paris hilton got some female actress award for acting as that poor little almost naked bimbo who got poke through in the head by a spear in house of wax. she was quite chio during the presentation !

hollahappyhappy new year :DDD say goodbye to lovely 2005 and say hello to the great year ahead ! 2005 has been one of the best years of my life, damn action and stuffs, one day i'll blog about all the scandalous stuffs i did in 2005 HOHO :)))

had a great celebrating at leena's chalet yesterday. thankyou leena and family for letting us making a mess out of your chalet yesterday- i shall BLOG about the whole thing and make half the singapore jealous of what fun we had last night.

met jade and went early to prepare stuffs for the barbeque (duh cos we're super nice what) . we bought party sprays at a discounted price and chips in simei, then left to meet karen to head to the chalet.

the chalet was rather cosy, double storey with loads of kids running around. i feel like being in a kindergarden all of a sudden.

karen has to leave early so we started the barbeque early, it was damn cute but everyone kept dropping food LMAO. my phone ran out of battery so we went over to the next chalet to borrow charger.

then came fann, emily, ningxin, janice, amanda and her sister alanna and they totally brought the house down. jade and i hid under the bed the rest of them were like screaming like a couple of mad women. then we barbequed a little and started the countdown.

who's got a comb ? my hair got messy after hiding under the bed !

i screwed my face up during the barbeque LMAO.

our barbequed food. yummy yummy :DDD

the house went totally crazy everyone took the spraycans and sprayed snow and flakes out, we went to disturb leena's sister and in the end everyone looked like shit with snow and ribborns all over the hair and shirt (meanwhile fann was busy taking the ugly side of everyone, candid camera LMAO).

everyone. 1, 2, 3 let's aim at emily !

then came the guy from the next chalet whom i borrowed the charger from. he shoke the can of beer and poured it all over jade, fann and me LOL it was rather disgusting but the atmosphere was there so quite fun la.

still cheeky after a mixture of beer and snow LMAO.

look who's sms-ing when playing fireworks !

after abit of lagging around and stuffs that stupid baneh (ningxin) had to go home so we took a walk to the beach hoping to see some gays or what.

ah sms-ing again ! i wonder who they're sms-ing LMAO.

it was high tide so the platform was partially submerged into the sea. there were quite a number of tents there so fann say;

"if you see the tent moving vigourously you know what they're doing !"

LOL. we're such a dirty bunch of kids. then we saw this tent with a guy who seem to be doing something obseen so emily was dared to go over to the tent to make some noise to irritate them.

the woman asked emily to shutup but of course my limpei is super brave she continued. then she passed the bottle to janice when she coninued to irritate the couple.

then my phone rang and i saw the word COACH flashing on my phone i got super excited ! so sweet talked with him for a moment then switched on the LOUDSPEAKER and everyone shouted into it, especially jade who got so super excited about coach calling LMAO.

sec two girls. oh how much we love to act cute LOL.

let's take a group pic before we goooooooooooooooo-

went back to the chalet to lag and gossip a little while waiting for our parents to come. janice and jade came with me so we send janice back first (up to her door leh !)

we even threaten to go down to yong qiang's house which was just below janice's to wish him happy new year in the middle of the night. after sending jade home i went back but couldn't get to sleep so i ate and watch tvee and pigged out like a pig.

okay i shall go and make my top 100 new year resolution now. i'll blog about it again :))) have a great 2006 everyone !

ohyeah anyone listened to 987 countdown yesterday ? james blunt's you're beautiful was first, i thought it might be hollaback girl. anyway, uncle mutton hit 42 in the charts :DDD i'm trying to find all the songs in the list.

oh before i go, there's project runway tomorrow, i hope wendy pepper gets out. one word to describe her- disgusting. remember to watch america's next top model on wednesday too !

p.s. hendy just told me a good news, i don't have chinese and math on tuesday so i don't have to pia homework ! congratulate me :DDD