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peishi
cross country, track
17. 31may
rvh sajc acjc

i'm mentally weak.

later-.
my batch of ones are not too bad, except for this guy oh-so-arrogant. brat.
queenstown was super hot today, dehyradted everyone.

to me, a true failure is not when you stop running becuase you're too tired/have stitich/sun too hot, whatever-.
not when you don't reach the targets that coach set for you.
it is because you know that you've tried your best, & you can't go on anymore.

failure, is when you know that you have the ability to go on, yet your mind tells you to stop/give up,
& you just did.
that was what happened to me today-
i know that i could have finished my 800m, but my mind tells me i'm too tired from all the warm-ups, i'm too dehydrated, all these shit.

excuses, all excuses.

i stoped at 400m, vomited, & went off to wallow myself in my pathetic little pool of pity.
i love all who comforted me. but i'm sorry that i made you all worry :(
my AH family-ers, track people :DDD

maybe i'm just a doll.

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ROMP!@ZOUK- 16march, all night 9-4 ! non-alcoholic. presale $16 door $18, with a free drink. OPEN TO ALL AGES.
all carrots (including coaches/tic) come along ! :DDD