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December 21, 2005
maybe i'm just too naive, i didn't realise that the competition in the team has gone tougher. Maybe not that much in track but in cross.

let's talk about track, the intensity has gone down quite alot, coach is letting us relax every now &then, maybe wanting us to practice smart training, train less, train harder, improve more.

looking at the cross people train you'll feel like every training is a competition. i'm lucky i'm not in cross, i doubt i would be able to keep up with the pace.

i've resume training recently &i feel really lousy about it. i know i'm supposed to take one step at a time ¬ care about the timing but i just can't help myself peeking at the stop-watch every now &then when i run.

now the longest distance i can run is a miserable 800. sadly, though how much i've tried, i just could not do well. when i run, i felt so screwed up, as if i'm going to faint anytime.

the first round was still okay when i started, i tried to keep a comfortabla pace &manage to do it, i did a 1.46 &was quite okay with it. it was not a very good timing but was a good start.

second round was hell, espcially at the last 200, i struggled like hell but i hit the finishing point at 2.00 exactly.

sadly, after two weeks of training, i have't gone out of my 3.46 for 800 boundary. the best timing i've ever done was 3.34.

i'm not trying to push myself, but i really want to participate in more competitions in b girls. i've wasted one year because of injury &have been labeled injury ic by mrlee. i love to run, i won't get de-motivated of what due to my injury, but there's somehow this obstacle that i just can't get over.

the next year seconday ones are training with us already i heard from some of the cross people &they are really fast. record breakers, some of them are. i can feel the pressure rising, recovering from the injury is hard enough. to be able to keep up with the rest is my next problem.

on the 27th-

do you even notice ?