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peishi
cross country, track
17. 31may
rvh sajc acjc

an inconsistent runner is far worse than a runner who's not fast. i admit, i'm a very inconsistent runner.

i'll never fight a losing war. a team event depends on each and every of us. i do not want an instant desire of glory, to bring the downfall or defeat of the team. attention shines on you, but so what, if the team could have done better. i say this from the bottom of my heart, any of you would be a far stronger runner than me. i'm weak, in the heart; mentally, and with that, i've already lost the war.
i'm not giving my place up, it's just the results that are the priority and if i were to run, it will suffer. if it was an individual event, i would certainly go for it. but a team means that everyone would be responsible for the rise and fall. i'm seriously too weak and coward to burden this responsibility.

i don't know i to pen down how i felt at this moment of time, i'm seriously lost for words.