on.
you've changed so much; i don't even know you now. you claimed that you're willing to change, so that all your friends are willing to trust you again. i opened my hear & accepted you. but you're just putting on a mask, a mask that deceive all your friends. on the surface, you seem like you're really determined to change. but under your mask, you only yearn for something called,
popularity.
we trusted you so much. yet again & again, you gave nothing but empty promises & endless disappointment. what you want to do now to fame & popularity, but what can all these give you ? look at paris hilton, she's so so famous, yet people only comment about the negative side of her.
ain't humans funny ?
here i am, talking about a friend whom i've totally lost faith in, but i don't even reflect myself as a so-called good friend of her. i never tried to understand her, or maybe, i don't want to go understand her. at times, i feel like i'm just like her, i'm just like an enemy against myself. sometimes, i hate myself for some things i thought i should never have done, but again, who don't live with regrets ?
for the
first time of my life, i wasn't late when meeting olivia to go to school. that girl has a
big problem, she screwed up her own life. oh well :)))
cat yeow wasn't exactly pleased that so many of us didn't go for pe HAHAHA.
i should be able to pass my math test :DDD i did the paper chng gave
four times. one some time ago, two yesterday. the like duh very hardworking me woke up at
4am this morning to do another time. then studied exercise, graphs & textbook. when it's only testing;
a miserable kinematics.
i should go commit suicide. the last question wants us to sketch
two graphs- one distance time graph & one speed time. being the super
cock-eyed me, i thought we only have to draw ONE graph.
there goes my
five marks.
history today was fun fun fun ! except the part where desmond lim blew his top (because obviously no one volunteered to answer his questions) & asked all those who has not voiced their opinions to get to the back.
bloody sunday is super cool.
i realised that i'm slowly getting to like my chinese teacher
luo yu si. reason ? she's a great push-over, you can bargain with her over homework. good luck to those who has jiang li. i can infer alot from the
reliable sources coming for fann.
anyway, the way fann says "jiang li" is super sexy !
we bargain with joanna & manage to get a good deal- 3 rounds. (we were supposed to run
four.) lirui got sitich because he greedily ate a super big drumstick which he calls the grand sabre or whatever i can't remember HAHAHA.
meanwhile we were gossiping during stretching. it is an added reason why shirlene & sixuan should come training :DDD then in came coach, announcing that he's lost his phone with the unique "ding-dong, you have a message !" ringtone red coloured panasonic phone while riding his bike yesterday. he was upset he had to get an old phone. awww :)))
could only join them for baton acceleration then i ran 800m. i was not really satisfied at the timing- 3.18 i thought i could have done under 3mintues :( if i don't push myself at this point of time, i'm going to really regret it if i missed this year's races (starts from febuary) or even nationals.
LMAO jingjie wants to borrow my history notes !
great i can provide him with WRONG INFORMATION so that i can top the class yay :DDD lirui starts imitating me again he says i laugh like that -U-
shell was filled with stinky lovely carrots :DDD
on the way to mrt emily ordered us to call her bangla meimei which sounds totally cute but i just can't call her that because everyone will start
humtum-ing me. it's just a too cute name for her. i thought it suits me better HAHAHA. anyway, em has SO MANY nicknames if i type all of them out i will probably
rot by the time we finish. so, we started the bangla family ! went home with twos ! who're going to orchard to shopshopshop :DDD
jade just told me she loves my song. sony bmg you wna hire me as your songwriter ?